Uncertainty.

I know less and less every day.

All I know is that God is doing a work in my heart. I feel like he is giving me a 1,000 piece puzzle to put together, but I only have about three of the pieces. I am savoring those three pieces, examining the colors, the shapes, the sizes, trying to gather any little specs of certainty out of what I have in front of me... but I just can't be certain about anything right now.

The pieces are just fragments of color and abstract shapes. I am trying desperately to determine what the bigger picture is, but it is impossible with such limited information. It's like I have three edge pieces, and they don't even fit together. I can guess at what the big picture is, but it is just a guess. 

 Nothing is certain.

There is so much more that is still to be revealed. So much more to learn and experience before I can come to any conclusions. 

Sometimes it is hard to see the bigger picture.

So I will press on. I will press on and examine each puzzle piece as it comes. I will seek to know it fully and deeply, so that when the full picture comes together, I will understand it that much more. 

Each new puzzle piece will be a reason to celebrate. It will be a gift to be received with thanksgiving. 

Oh Lord, I choose to trust your timing.